Don’t you hate it when you KNOW BETTER, yet you allow something to happen anyway? Sigh!

My dear Boaz was watching some special last night on storm chasers. These crazy people risk their lives to follow a tornado and capture it on film. I felt fear rising up in me as I watched and listened as I paid bills. My precious daughter was dozing off for the night as this was playing as well. I was raised/conditioned to be fearful of storms. I have overcome a LOT as I’ve grown in the Lord, but I admit that I still struggle a bit.

But the point of what I’m sharing is this: I FELT FEAR IN THE ROOM!

2 Timothy 1:7
For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.

Trust me, after dealing with a spirit (demon) of fear for most of my life, I recognized my FOE. However, I went to bed without dealing with him — commanding him to leave our home!

Sure enough, at 12am, my daughter awakened me by crying out my name. I must have been in a deep sleep because her cries seemed so far away. I said, “Did you have a bad dream honey?” She said, “YES, it was very BAD” as I scooped her up and put her in our bed. Needless to say, I didn’t sleep very well this morning. I even had a nightmare in the morning hours.

I don’t sense fear in the house now, but you better believe I will pray over our house today!

The Spirit of Prophesy Bulletin from October 16th read:

SMALL STRAWS IN A SOFT WIND by Marsha Burns — October 16, 2009:

Be strong! Watch for a lying spirit to open the door to a spirit of fear. Watch and be on guard; do not allow the enemy to gain a foothold in any area of your life. Defeat him where you find him, and put your faith and trust in Me, says the Lord, for I am well able to bring you through any challenge. Stand on the firm foundation of My promises to you, refusing to budge one inch from what you know to be the truth.

1 John 4:4 You are of God, little children, and have overcome them, because He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world.

And today’s prophesy bulletin stated:

SMALL STRAWS IN A SOFT WIND by Marsha Burns — October 19, 2009:
I experienced a prophetic enactment in which there was a single strand of a spider’s web about 3 feet in front of me, and instead of pulling it down I chose to ignore it. Then, within the space of about half an hour it was in my face. And, I heard the Lord say, ” You we need to be pay attention and be aware of the work of the enemy and pull it down as soon as you see it or it will be in your face. 2 Corinthians 10:4 For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds.

I didn’t pull down the single strand that was in my house last night. I felt him here and allowed him to stay (temporarily). He attacked my child, then me.

Lesson learned — yet again. Learn from my mistake — when you sense something isn’t right in your home, don’t ignore it. DEAL WITH IT in the Name of Jesus.